I'M SO VERY AWAKE NOW WHEN I HAVENT EVEN SLEPT YET.
dieeeee luuuhh.
HAHAHAH!
I'm watching teeevee with my sister now cause she woke up so early for I also don't know what reason.
And her school starts at 945.
She's like so dirty luh.
Just like D.
They can be dirty bestcats.
HAHAHAHA!

Anyways,
Spent one and a half to two days with Hun.
Movie.
85.
Home.
Teeeeeveeee.
She slept almost the whole Sunday!
PLUS HER STUDYING PLANS FAILED TTM!

Made ai xin breakfast+ yi bai fen breakfast for baby.
SO THAT D CAN SCORE YI BAI FEN.
Heh.

I'm gna make brownies later.
I think I won't even be sleeping luh.
I'm thinking if I should go for morning runs.
Hahahaha.
Kay.
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WITH PAPERS! :D

I would hold you in my arms,
And forgive all your mistakes,
For all you've done,
Cause there's nothing I wouldn't do,
To hear your voice again.
You just left, but I miss you already.
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im sick, i feel like shit.
my medicine is making me feel so drowsssyyy.
i cant just fall aslepp anytime, anywhere.
i  know im bad, i treat you like crap.
im sorry, ill change, change for the better.
for you, sorry again.
iloveloveloveyou):
mum's coming back tmr tmr i think,
dad's coming home tonight. oh wells, nights.

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going out with kris and i also dont know who tmr.
i stayed over at xy's ystd.
hahaha, incredle tales is coming!
kay im going to watch.

calista, cheer up cheer up!
im here kay, always.
:D

I keep coming back every time I leave.

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 i dont know, should i?
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sigh.

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i went shooping with love today.
she bought 4 tops i think, and i know,
she's veryveryvery happy! (:
though she regretted buying her top from topman.
she bought me my earrings toooo.
the one that i've been finding forever and ever.
and now, i have it.
i loveee it andandandd, iloveeyouuuu!
veryveryverymuch!
:D
so pooorr thing cause your locked outside your house now.
sorry for keeping you at my house till so longlong.
):
i still've got homework to do but im so lazy to do them,
and i dont know why i feel so tired todaaaayy.
hahaha, kay i cant wait to go school tmr to see loveee.
and there's training tmr!
alright then, im ending.
byeeeee.
you've made my day, so great and bright!
iloveyou, <3

oh oh, thanks thang wq for helping me try get my stuff back,
much appreciated.

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i dont know what's wrong with me today, damn.
D:
sorry for being so harsh on you when your going through so much.
its my fault, im sorry.
your my one and only truee loveee.
i love you more than anything and everything else.
sorry.
imissmylovesoveryverymuch.
):

 
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my, my
My true love
My whole heart.
<3

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 im gonna have mee suaaa tonight.
had training, and was late for tuition.
super late.
hahaha, L's coming over my house tmr!
yay yay yay!
and i had my haircut.
:D

You see love at first is summer time
That's when you think that everything's fine
No one ever thinks its gonna end
But when things go wrong and winter comes
You're gonna need to run to someone
Left alone you'll just freeze up again
But you should know
When it gets too cold
You're not alone
I'll melt the snow.


when im not in the wrong,
i'll hate it if you malign me.
and you did.

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 dad left this morning,
got scolded before he left.
/:
mum's coming back at the end of august i guesss.
:D
school's a bore.
im tired, i wanna sleep.
i lost my bio notebook, GRRREEEAAATT! >:(
kkaaayy, i dont wanna sleep already.
i wanna play with my brother.
(((((:

I’ll never let you go
So, never let me go
I will be your journey
And you will be my road
Down the stormy path
Love will never come to pass
It will be an anchor
Although the winds may blow

And through the depths of high and low
Wherever you will go, I’ll follow
To the end, back again
You know

Won’t let you fall
Fall out of love
‘Cause together we’ll be holding on
‘Cause all we have is us
Won’t let you go
Go away again
Because life don’t mean nothing at all
If I don’t have your love

I will dry your tears
Take away your fears
Let me be your shelter
Your heart is safe in here
So beautiful and pure
There’s nothing I would not endure
Oh, love as got me blinded
I see it all so clear

I’m down for you for whatever
Anything you going through
What’s mine is yours
Every little thing
I got you
Even when winds will change
Come smashing down and crashing on you.
<3
imyimyimyimy.
):

 i dont know, i feel weird. ):
i love you.

 kay, cca was great great great ystd.
had tutorial, which was fun fun fun too.
i'm stuck to the com when im supposed to go parkway nnnoooooww.
hahaha, i dont know if im going to L's house later for her preparation for tmr.
i hope i can go to the BBQ.
:D
kay, i gotta call my father,
and bathe and leaveeee.
L's having moodswings, ):
cheeeeer up kay?
i'll buy sweets for you.
(:


 I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me. 

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me.

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 training today, oh my gawd.
my stamina's like shit, everything's baaaaadd.
D:
its like, also the first time training from the hols man!
i ran my 100 suicides today, and i wanna get my report book fast to give coaaaaach!
teacher sick arh, not my problem horxzx!
dont go add add, multiply multiply lor. ):
HAHAHA!
kay, juniors having match tmr, jiayou jiayou!
i gotta lose wight and lose all my faaaatts man!
kay, gonna skip dinner tonight! since its so late already.
school started already, zomg, im still in my hols mood.
laurencia, its okay, cheer up! (:
hahaha, saded L's phone's confiscated.
))))):
i guess she's sleeping now, but its okay.
cause i'll call you later.
:D
kay, i gotta go find my books, and do my homework.
i gotta study hard hard hard, no playing around anymoreeee.
):


damn, i want my ipod ear piece, my watch and everything you owe me back!
i mean it, i want it all back fast.
F youuu.



This. One. Is for you.
This. One. Is for you.

Girl when I close my eyes
I realise
I don't know what I'd do without your loving
And I can't hold it any longer

Now I see you and me
All the way
And to prove it i will make a promise
That i will never leave you lonely

And if you fall
i will stand by your side
When you got no where to run
baby i'm a place to hide
one for my lover,
one for my sister,
one for my brother
soon you'll discover its true
this ones for you

there comes a time in your life
when you must
take a long hard look into the mirror
you see its so much clearer

And if you fall
i will stand by your side
When you got no where to run
baby i'm a place to hide
one for my lover,
one for my sister,
one for my brother
soon you'll discover its true
this ones for you

I ain't gonna give you up
Gonna give you all my love
Even if it all falls down
Baby I'm still around
Baby i'm still around

And if you fall
i will stand by your side
When you got no where to run
baby i'm a place to hide
one for my lover,
one for my sister,
one for my brother
soon you'll discover its true
this ones for you.
<3

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it was a beautiful morning when i woke up though it rained, ate my breakfast,
laugh and talked to my sis and then..
my father ruined it,
my morning.
irritating lor, shouting in the morning making me tear to start my nice nice day.
):
damn.
i just came home from tuition,
and oh gawd, its the first time i sort of studied in the hols?
tuition was okay, in fact, FUNNAYEE.
cause i didnt expect my tuition teacher to say that in front of me.
but i think we're going out for dinner tonight.
kay, im going to watch show's with my sis now.
cause she just came back from her bali trip.
she looks as black as a chaoda eggggg.
x:


A lot of girls are sexy
But you know how to use it
You can keep me up on the phone all night
We say lets hang up on 3 but we don’t ever do it
Aint it crazy how after all this time
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
We got that you hang up no you hang up kinda love
And baby you still know just how to
Blow my mind
After everything that we’ve been through
It still feels right
And I know, that I can’t
Picture living my life without you

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hello hello,
im going out soon with xy to find her phone.
everytime like this oneee arh arh arh.
hahahah, she's like a small kid always losing things.
so ystd, i went out of my house early in the morning to bugis with my siblings and maid.
we all wanted to watch you dont mess with zohan,  but hahaha, they couldnt, tsk!
so we watched get smart instead.
after that, was shopping shopping, and the twins presents.
i feel mad, for spending a bomb ystd.
hahaha!
okay, i gotta leave my house already.
bye.
:D

There was something sexy about your voice
Anything you say makes a beautiful noise

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hello you you you you you,
im going off to beijing on sunday. 
today in school, i painted my table.
it looks horrible by the way.
kay, i'll miss you, you, you and you.
Every minute I'm not with you
I hope I'll see you soon
There's just something that happens
When you walk into the room
And instantly I feel so complete
It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
And you give me this feeling
It's like no other feeling
But it knocks me off my feet
Please don't ask me what I like about you
Cause it's every little thing you do
And that's just the way you make me feel
And I don't think
That there are any others out there like you
And I won't blink cause that would mean
I would miss a second beside you
And maybe you know what I mean
Or maybe this is just a dream
I pinch myself just to make sure
But I'm still here and there you are
I wonder why we just met now
It just kind of happened somehow
But here we are together and
That's all that matters in the end
And instantly I feel so complete
It hits me right about the time you kiss my cheek
And you give me this feeling
It's like no other feeling
But it knocks me off my feet
Please don't ask me what I like about you
Cause it's every little thing you do
And that's just the way you make me feel
You can never ask for too much
Cause I'd travel the world just to feel your touch
And that's just the way you make me feel 







if i cant, then i must.
whatever that cant kill, will make me stronger.
:D

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kay, exams are like almost everyday.
bbbuuuuttt, i nv even really study at all everyday.
i dont like itttt!
i must studdddyyy! ))))):
tmr's POA.
omgomgomg!!
*faints*
kay, im gonna study soon.
after tmr, ive got 2 days of study day till my last paper.
a 40 min physics paper.
HAHAHAHA.
im gonna fall sick soon.
maybe i am already, but its not serious yeeettt.
i keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing.
non stop!
exams are gonna end soon and cca's gonna start!
kkkkaaaayy, im gonna start running and continue my sets already.
ohhhhh, i got a sunflower and cookies today which brightened up my day early in the morning!
thanks L, ilyyyyy.
but sad, your phone's not with you now.
hahahah.
laurencia's super excited for sports camp, oh yaaaaa sport's camp is coming soooon!
hahaha, she like call me then ask sports camp can bring gel?
must sleep isit? what am i wearing to sleep at night hahaha, and loads of nonsense.


Come fly with me, let's fly let's fly away
Come fly with me, let's take off in the blue
Once I get you up there,
Where the air is rarefied
We'll just glide
Starry eyed
Once I get you up there
I'll be holding you so near
You may heat the angels cheer 
just because we're together.
<3

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immmaa feeling like a happyhappyy child now! :D
i dunno whhyy, hahaha but yeeaaahh.
kay, so morning i woke up and i tried cooking pancakes for the very first timeeee.
i used flour laaaah, i didnt buy from outsideee.
hahaha, then my sister's ate 1 each, then jon went to make faces and bears and all.
hahaha, damn funnaaaayyee.
then daddy fetched me off to gavin's house, i brought the pancakes for him to tryy.
wells, i  myself took a bite in the morning and thinks it tastes horrible.
and i brought 3 and he finished all. hahaha, i cannnoott believee it ookkkaaaayyy!
thanks for giving me faceee arh! ily.
then he made bread and milo also, hahaha.
but i suppose he woke up very early to make it.
but i went there late and the ice in the milo melted like really melted, 
and the bread was cold. but its okaayy cause it still tastes veryvery niceee.
after that erm, daddy fetched me and the rest to parkway for jack's place.
so i had to rush to the toilet cause high tide arhxzx. ;x
the best part was, i went in i heard some small girl counting or talking then i saw the toilet door open.
then there wasnt anyone inside then i cannot tahan already, i wanted to go into the toilet.
i saw this little girl sitting on the toilet bowl reading the poster.
so i just waited outside till she was done. but it was taking ages so i left for the toilet further away.
after that, i came back, ate food, and the bill cameee.
it costs like a bomb and my father said today we eat quite cheap arh?
so much cheaper then before. IT COST $400 PLUS!
then i was super full until i cant even walk, then i went to shop for some stuff.
and joey still has stomach for iceee creeeaaaamm!
faints. then home and yeah.


KKAAAYY,  stupid and smart man
IM WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY.
a few hours and it seems like 10yrs 
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                                         <3

Yesterday I loved you
As never before
But please don't think im strange
I've undergone a change
And tonight I love you even more
My heart cannot be trusted
I give you fair warning
I openly confess
Tonight I love you less
Than I will tomorrow morning.


Back Up Back up
take another chance
don't you mess up mess up
I don't wanna lose you
wake up wake up
this ain't just a thing that you
give up give up
don't you say that I'd be better off
better off siting by myself wondering
if I'm better off better off without you.

i wanna fly away like a balloon.
i wanna burst.
everything started because of me, i'm sorry.
i know it doesnt even help, not even a single bit by making your day brighter. 
instead, i think ive been adding miserable happenings and incidents to your life.
imsuchapainintheass.
i feel stupid and foolish, 
i cannot sleep, im thinking of you.
imissyou. i missed the way things were. 
i know i caused all this to happen.
im sorry once again.
i'd change,
 i know its hard for you to trust me again
but i'd want to show it and prove it to you.
i really do, of course i'd wish for the trust you had last time, 
but now, its impssible i know.
but no matter what it is, ill still love you.


im looking at the pictures in my phone.
im fillled with tears and the best part is that my world's raining heavily too.
i dont feel like myself today. i faked a smile.
but at least after school it was better.
went to follow kris for her dessert instead of LJS cause she found out that LJS changed price. 
after that, i went to
gavin's house then home



i didnt expect you to do this.
we were so close before and yet we drifted apart.
i still cannot believe this.
tat you would say something like that.
sigh, suit yourself to say all these.
ive got nth to hide.


i know when i go,
ill be on my way to you.
the way that's true, 
my heart keeps falling faster.
this is true.
ita been a long time since i last saw that snile on your face.